"cat bus"

so tonight on the walk home from the library i see this swerving bus come at me and for a split second it looked like - and this is because of how the play of light and shadows hit it - the giant cat bus from the movie my neighbor totoro. ferreal.

life is pretty busy but i dig it. an and i made a strange promise tonight. well, i didn't really promise anything. i was just sucked into the promise. i shouldn't really think about it. the promise won't come into effect until a very long time from now. kinda like that eulogy promise i made to andinh. it's one of those long term deals.

i just performed some poetry this weekend but i gotta get back on my feet and write even more. i have a ways to go with my writing and i just have to keep pushing, keep believing, keep struggling, keep creating until i can finally write words that feel right. the creative dream of publishing a book will come this summer. oh it will.

it's unbelievable how some people don't know how beautiful they are. it's heartbreakingly unbelievable how some people refuse to believe that they're beautiful.

dope song: sigur ros' svefn-g-englar it's just so sweeping and epic. like the music of gods, or something.